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Hi.

I am in such a mood now.. that i can't exactly describe..

but it felt like.. some thing is different.

& I decided to make my blog a come clean blog.

Not that i have not been truthful.

But rather, whether it is to be read,

I write.

Some people write extensively,

some perfected,

some pull your heart strings,

some ridiculous.

I just need somewhere,

that i can come clean.

I am not say.. going to start from the very start. 

I guess i should some day.

So basically,

it is a new beginning.

I am not sure if it is just a on - off thing, 

that would probably be not on effect the next post,

but this is how i feel now.

Today,

I felt that i slept too little, and yet too long.

I felt life and i felt alone.

I am thankful.

And i enjoyed to be used as a vessel for the Lord.

I love it when i get to serve the Lord.

I like to be in his presence.

To know he is here.

And to realize how much he loves me and cares for me and is there for me.

That i have a savior.

and it goes on and on.

As i was in the world (still)

and i faced with other humans.

sometimes i get overwhelmed.

Yes

You got that right.

I am overwhelming..

but i get overwhelmed sometimes.

Just,

acting is a gift.

So.

Today,

I felt as though i did not belonged in a dating relationship.

I felt abused all over again.

It is so contradicting.

but the world is so confusing.

Today,

when Pastor Peihan said..

we cannot be cooped in our nice and safe haven..

and not know the world..

but can i stay in my bubble?

This bubble nicely created for me?

Can i be single again?

At least they seem to love me better when they dont have me yet.

At least i wont get abused because there is no alone time.

And i will not get tangled because my heart did not plunge.

I rather keep my heart safe. 

Lord, teach me, guide me.

If it is not what it is, or if it is what it is;

let it be according to your will.

- Anyway, i just find it that why people use maybe and maybe not together, is like ya i get it, if you say maybe means i might be or not be, and you say maybe not, means it might not be or end up be..

BUT IT IS THE SAME .