"You might tried to wish for a shooting star"

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Have i really forgotten how to love?
My capacity for tolerance; Any patience i used to have;
Have life to me gone so tasteless, or just to my perception it has become mundane?
Is it that i have ran out of reasons, any excuses for me to forgive the world;
or is it just me, over-thinking over-doing, just so caught up with my own explanations, theories and hesitations;

What is it?
That got me so old;
That i have a thought so similar to the story that was read and soon could be told;
I have not an idea, though i have some clue(s);
And i know if i trust in my father, he will clear my doubts in due.

- Love; Number;


"...As night fell each evening, there was a renewed hope and desperation for the following sunrise to be the promised day of peace and the coming Messiah."
- Dancing With Jesus



He speaks;

simplyheavenlyfood - posted an image which was reblogged by spiritualinspiration with a quote/message:

"Oftentimes when people face challenges, their natural tendency is to seek comfort in things that are familiar. It may be work, an activity or relationships; and of course, we all know about “comfort food.” But, those things only bring temporary comfort. True comfort is only found in a relationship with Jesus.
According to Webster’s dictionary, comfort means to give strength and hope; to ease grief or trouble. No matter what difficulty you may be facing today, God wants to bring you comfort. Like a mother cares for her child, He longs to give you strength, hope and confidence. Turn to Him. Receive His love. Let go of things that would hold you back. Let Him heal your heart and give you strength for the future. Let Him empower you to rise up and overcome every obstacle in Jesus’ name!"

And i thought it was a literal answer i needed.
Thank god for always being this awesome.
Thank you.

Thanks kiko for reblogging!
Thank you.

boyfriend. If ever you come across this page, i do wish you know sometimes i need such comfort from you. Because now i am willing to give a chance to humans, namely you, the trust that i do not actually believe i can give to any humans. The trust to be vulnerable. To seek shelter. To depend.

Don't break my heart.

Maybe one day, you will know. Maybe one day without me saying, you will know.
But now, you prolly don't.
They way you fall asleep even when we are talking such things sensitive to me. You fell asleep.
Guess because it does not concern you. Why.

Why only when it is about you, that you put in your all.
Why am i such a fool to believe that... when you say you love me more than yourself it is?
You agreed that your actions do not tally with your words...
But you said so many things...
I rather you do not say you love me... because... if your actions do not tally with your words... that ought to be.

I guess you do not know what it means to me... because you are so preoccupied with your own.

bye.

Lord, take take take me with you, take it all. Take me with you, take it all.

"Like a snowflake, you are same and different from all others. In a bed of snow, every snowflake belongs and every snowflake is unique."




January 28th - Gift of tongues.
October 26th - Healing.
10.11.12 - Baptism, renew of spirit.
February 24th - Hubbie accepted christ as his savior.
April 5th - The first.

Amen.

May God forgives what i might done that might have not been his favor and/or might displease him. For i have no means, no right and no wish to displease, for all i want is to submit to him my all. Even it takes so much courage of me, it still can't be compared how much love and how much courage jesus christ had for us when he died on the cross for all our sins.


Amen.

I love daddy god, jesus christ and holy spirit. Thy trinity.
Amen.

I pray we will all eat and not get fat.
Amen.

And i pray for determination to submit myself, my choices and obedience to god.

Amen
 i love you. i really do.
please.

Amen.


i need trust.

Amen.Amen.Amen.


Daddy god, save me.

Amen.