When there were still dreams, with glitters that fell like snow.

"You might tried to wish for a shooting star"

Simple Prayer to my rescue.

Monday, 23 April 2012 || 10:27

Father God who reigns forever. I know you are in control of my life, that you want the best for me. I believe you know what's best for me but I can't stop over thinking my life. I can't stop worrying about my future, about the decisions at hand that will ultimately affect my life. How do I know I'm making the right choices, how do I know you approve? I need revelation, I need vision, I need direction, I need to hear your voice loud and clear. I don't want to second guess myself, I want to know I have your blessing. Please stop me when my decisions go against Your will and don't honor You; forbid me from going any further. I desire to be in Your will and to have Your favor. Amen.

This is exactly how i felt from then until now.

And i sincerely, or rather desperately need my lord as how the person has written her prayers, yeah.

I need that discernment, to separate the voice of my own judgement and to find the true voice that is of my lord.

I need to know, that what i have chosen is your will for me.

I desire to be in your will and to have your favor.

For we must first seek your kingdom, and the giver, which is (You) our lord, king and father before all things.

(In which) your father has promised you that all that you need will fall into place gloriously, when you set your heart first on the kingdom of the lord.

Your father knows what's best for you, and he gives you.

Your father knows what's your deepest desire, and what you really need, and he gives you for what satisfy you forever and not just momentarily quenching of thirst just to get unsatisfied again.

Love, -

Labels: "Let my thoughts be yours and those not be unwritten"

Daily devotional - New creation

Saturday, 21 April 2012 || 08:54

Seek first God's Kingdom

Matthew 6:31 - 33

"As a child of God, know that it is your Father’s pleasure to meet all your needs. Jesus Himself tells us, “For your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things.” But God does not want you to seek after things. He wants you to seek first His kingdom. And when you do that, all the things that you need will be added to you!

So your first priority every day is to seek His kingdom. The word “first” in verse 33 is the Greek word proton, which means “first in order or importance, holding the highest place in all our affections”. My friend, God wants us to seek first His kingdom, and all things will fall gloriously in place.

We are not to seek after things the way Gentiles do. The word “seek” in “the Gentiles seek” (verse 32) is the Greek wordepizeteo. It means “to seek with all their might with much sweat or with much stress”. However, the way God wants us to “seek” in “seek first the kingdom of God” is the Greek word zeteo, which means “to hunger, to desire to worship”. It is simply a hungering, a desiring for the kingdom of God, without any labor or toil.

But what is the kingdom of God? Romans 14:17 tells us that it is righteousness, peace and joy in the Holy Spirit. And the kingdom of God dwells within you because the Holy Spirit indwells you. So the kingdom of God is His righteousness, peace and joy in you.

Beloved, if you want to have peace and joy in the Holy Spirit flowing inside you, then seek every day to be conscious of your righteousness in Christ, not your own righteousness, but His righteousness given to you as a gift. Pursue Jesus first. Spend time with Him and listen to His Word. And when you do these things, you are seeking His kingdom and His righteousness, and all the things that you need will be added to you!"

Source: http://www.newcreation.org.sg

Faith to trust and believe.

Maybe unconsciously i am not thinking or taking it the way as my conscious.

when comes a day.

Friday, 20 April 2012 || 04:50

Just awhile ago, i was smiling.

I never intended for myself to be like this.

To be angry, to be in fury, to let wrath take over me.

To throw my temper like some one i'd abhor.

To act like a meanie going around thinking everybody owes me something.

Rather.

I'd rather build walls.

I would want to be alone.

yet.

I want company, i want to be listening to something.

A voice.

Whispers.

Noise.

Some thing.

Terrible ain't i?

The endless greed of human

sometimes.

Just some times.

So much to do, yet less than today.

Wednesday, 18 April 2012 || 11:25

Got to remember to pre-order the game! Ahh.

And i miss my koi / gong cha. Aww man.

Have to make a few trips here and there to get things done.

Sadly, i have not been to get my ass off my house to move. (:

Driving. FPAS. Frames. Cleaning / clearing. Finding lost stuff.

And, Ordering the game! ):

oh! and fixing stuff. ): My watch and oven!!!

Granny's over till wednesday, today.

And i have got to cherish her more! (:

Maybe will eat and eat tmr. (:

Because she cooked! Fav food! (:

I love her, very very very very extremely! (:

(: I LOVE HER. (:

Und. (:

Just yesterday

Tuesday, 17 April 2012 || 10:23

Been having a hard time falling asleep just.

Well, Insomnia/over-thinking might be the cause. (:

Then again, i just keep pondering.

Then again, i just keep dreaming.

John 15;

Next few posts.

Galatians

10 For do I now persuade men, or God? or do I seek to please men? for if I yet pleased men, I should not be the servant of Christ.

11 But I certify you, brethren, that the gospel which was preached of me is not after man.

12 For I neither received it of man, neither was I taught it, but by the revelation of Jesus Christ.

13 For ye have heard of my conversation in time past in the Jews' religion, how that beyond measure I persecuted the church of God, and wasted it:

14 And profited in the Jews' religion above many my equals in mine own nation, being more exceedingly zealous of the traditions of my fathers.

15 But when it pleased God, who separated me from my mother's womb, and called me by his grace,

16 To reveal his Son in me, that I might preach him among the heathen; immediately I conferred not with flesh and blood:

(: - few posts will be citings/references/quotes from bible und ;

from John 15 and Galatians.

Who you are - Jessie J.

Monday, 16 April 2012 || 10:33

Staying true to who you are.

It might used to be; I dont know.

But i know now;

Its not simple at all.

Life's most important decisions are some times the most difficult ones.

Ones that you might end up regretting,

ones that you might end up over thinking about it,

Ones that you might wonder what if(s).

humans.

Its normal cause it's life, like its all fair in love and war.

Sunday, 15 April 2012 || 01:07

Alright. I admit.

I have been lagging in my workout for two days due to SUITS.

It's too ingenious to give it up!

And precisely why i finish the season in a day.

I think i am horrible!

yikes. (:

MWHAHAHAH. (:

So life's just life.

I'm on to listening nowadays, though i can talk awfully a lot, i just figure.

And i realized i probably shouldn't get married. LOL.

okay, enough updates for today.

Chicago done yesterday.

next up: GRIMM. (:

Growing up

Friday, 13 April 2012 || 13:07

Part of growing up: You realize that being nice and being interested is different.

Exercise !

Tuesday, 10 April 2012 || 08:45

http://downtownn.tumblr.com (Credits)

BB - SUPERHEROES!

Saturday, 7 April 2012 || 05:03

Friday, 6 April 2012 || 04:34

SO ADORABLE! (: CUTES!

Seungri & Taeyang!

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Flooding T.O.P

Thursday, 5 April 2012 || 03:48

- Boyfriend Type! (:

Donghae, EunHyuk - My Love (by Justin Timberlake) Dance Rehearsal with Nick Bass & Trent Dickens

Wednesday, 4 April 2012 || 09:26

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heyhey! (:

I know this might sound crazy, but i hope you guys can be supportive about it.

I AM GOING TO POST ON FACE BOOK SO I MUST BE SUCCEEDING. (:

There are prolly a thousand and one reasons i can use to push myself / or to stop myself.

But i want to push myself.

I promise i will not hurt myself unless required. Sounds sadistic though.

Anyway, I shan't be obvious, but it will be, so when you know it, just be supportive. (:

LOVES!

Donghae, EunHyuk - Because of You (by Ne-Yo) Dance Rehearsal with Nick Bass & Trent Dickens

Tuesday, 3 April 2012 || 09:24

RABBIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday, 2 April 2012 || 09:11

Big Bang - Blue

Sunday, 1 April 2012 || 10:28

Together

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