When there were still dreams, with glitters that fell like snow.

"You might tried to wish for a shooting star"

There's something far away, that even I could not see.

Wednesday, 14 December 2011 || 10:14

Starting from like a month back, i decided upon doing something in which i have had done before. Just that people often don't put it in much thought. When it comes to me. (:
Through my life, literally, things happened unexpectedly. I'm not referring to superficial things (Not saying what i list are, but you know - what I am referring to are things more intellectual/vibes/relationships/Etc.).

I'm very touched and appreciate the people that actually cared/concerned/noticed/realized. (: Thank you.
_ If there were pictures, it'd be easier. But then it would be how i am always_ Biased.

*Decides to use italic font. (:* *Smirks*
I know i have been saying this like a hundred times, I haven been a real good friend.
I do not prioritise people/events/things in importance/closest to me, In a matter of attendance. Yeah. But i'd rush down to your side, and be damn there for you when you do need me. Most of the time, most of my friends, all do know how to take good care of themselves, and they actually take care of me rather then the other way round.

I believe that whether its understanding someone, bonding, repairing a relationship, it's the same.
That it takes two hands to clap, one to be inquisitive, and one whom is willing to.
& Just sometimes - or once, i feel/wonder if anyone would be interested to know or feel how i am feeling inside, or thinking. Haha, definitely all the lame stuffs. Which i now do not know if all the sharing have made it worth? Or should i just laugh it off myself.

I am definitely missing these people: (Lost)
Jacyln, Lee Cheng Hoo, Soh Weixin, Ivan Tay, Fang yi, Xueling Chang, Arran Tan, Dhana Chandra, Wayne Chee yang yang, Hao Kiat, jovin, Kai Jing,

These people: (Still here)
TSL, Er Hui Yuan, Reynard Lee, Ivan Tan, Winnie seah, Siewmin, Alvin,

Loving and thankful for: (Forever and ever)
Michelle Lee, Jerome Sim, Cassandra seto,

The Love: (random Happiness)

Chun You, Carmen Tan, Wendy Tan, Cher Ng, Justin, Kishen Raj, Gavin Tan, Shou yee,

If You don't see your names here, doesn't mean i don't love you nor not missing/thinking of you, definitely not because i do not appreciate you. I haven yet categorize you. (: Not that i do this all the time, in fact, it's the first time im drafting this out. Thinking about what i have in my life, and the purposes. (:

Besides, it's 2 am now. I'm prolly not thinking right also. Don't be dumb also. (:

Right, I never ever put in less than ....70% In relationships (Not talking about dating) if i am serious. And it is effing obvious when im an open book. I do think that those who had my love but do not give me the benefit of doubt, have not realize how much, the people whom do not had my love, feel/felt ostracise(d) by me.

Everyone has been testing my level of tolerance, just like how i'm testing their patience.

Is (it) just me, or someone's actually gamed in taking me on?

*Note* Knowing whom i quarrelled with does not mean.. -.- LOL. Omg, i can't believe im belittling lotsa people in one go. OKAY. Conversation stops here.

*winks* (:

Labels: Definitely, one day onwards. I will find you. (: