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The feeling.
Friday, 16 March 2012 || 12:33
Just suddenly, i felt that i haven been trying hard enough.
Like, i haven been fighting that much to keep what i want, or to have what i desire.
Just once, or twice, i felt that i allowed myself to restrict what i could have achieved,
or what could have been mine.
Just once, i finally realized, the many many unwise decisions that i have made.
And i have been so contented.
And i have been so gullible.
People could be laughing at me.
Laughing about it.
Gossiping even.
And you know what's the funny part?
I actually don't even think i am even regretting about most of those things.
I seriously don't know how to react nor what to do.
Too appalled?
Or Sudden realization made me immobile for awhile.
Some times we just have to commit to God and trust in him.
But you know, its not him.
Its me i am doubting some times.
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